wahahah

7:09 AM

WOW.. Haven't really found the time to blog lately la. so much things.. so lil time..haha..the week's been so cool la. haha..like had match and training and work and church..haha. jokers stuff. but floorball match was damn funny well kinda la funny and sad.. yeah..

....it all started during the 1st quater of match the opponant scored once.. the as we started playing again their defender flicks a high ball into the danger zone BUT the player headers the ball cause a direct foul but the EMPIRE decides to carry on play and THE EXACT SAME PERSON who headed the ball whacks the ball into our goal giving them a SECOND goal....

Our COACH RUSHED to the Empire Protesting against that goal.. The empire admitted it was a foul but was TOO SHY TO ADMIT HIS WRONGS so he gave the goal....My Coach kept protesting as it wasn't right. it wasn't fair and the EMPIRE STILL had the GUTS to pull out a RED CARD against my COACH dispite of his WRONGs....The Empire then stated the my coach was only a local empire but THE EMPIRE HIMSELF was an INTERNATIONAL one. How IDIOTIC.. So my coach had no choice but to leave the sports hall.. BUT!!! he didn't leave quitely he gave the empire a reason to be afraid as he said... WATCH OUT AFTER THE MATCH! and he left.

After the match resumed my team was FUMING and the game GOT ROUGHER AND ROUGHER.. but sadly.. we only got to score 1 goal..We lost. We lsot our Cool and We lost. but with an impact.. the other team left not with broken heart but broken bodies...Sadly..They were still happy.. and so were so..So the morale is when you're losing let the other team win just whack them..so both will be satisfied..haha..YEAH...

So work was slack last week.. TODAY WAS TERRIBLE SO TIRING!!!! had to collect 5.. 5!!!! LAPTOPS LA!!! like had to carry four in the train and all with me while i went to get the fifth one la. like can u imagine walking around with 4 laptops on your shoulders.. Ouch right... Yeah.. so heavy la.. but Finnaly they got me to do smthing so i shan't complain. thnx for the Experience... lol..

Really really pray ig et selected for ITe combined west team man.. would be so cool la.. LIKE the 3rd round of selections is TML LA!!!! LIKE TUEDAY!! TML!!! like SO CLOSE!!! yeah...can leave work early..haa..yay! pray for me ok? lol..

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ShaggEd to the Limit

6:38 AM

Sooo Soo Tired... Been SO caught Up lately eveything else is on hold. It's just Terrible! ARGH! but my attachment is sooo slack yet it is also like a prison for my holding my from what i really wanna do..I feel like just Passing out man. so TIRED! like i dun have time anymore. Time is what i really need now.. just TIME. be it silent or be it noisy. i just want some time for me to lay back. I miss My Slackness I Miss My Family I Miss All of You Yet It is only the beginning with still more To COME. Time..... For now It's All i Ever Wanted.... TIME....

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7:23 AM

I don't believe in living life as it is.It has to be changed. Really. It's Just not right. Life has been Sucha Mess and it's jsut abt time to get it all right again. I can;t live like that being all stressed up about things it's just soo not, you know going the way it's meant to. I'm getting so paranoid. I probably am. I have been hiding behind this mask for so long. Laughing and being happy all. It's just not me. It jsut isn't. It's not i was meant to be. happiness is one thing but acting happy. just not good. I've been running away and i think i have ran for too long now. I should be taking a step now. but i just cannot. i can't! It's just not.. not right..........

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woooo...

9:49 AM

Today was Sooo TIRING! But great man.. Like woke up so early...i'm gonna die when sch starts if i call waking up at like 9+ early... i gotta wake up at 6:30 when sch starts So it's Madness.. I'm Gonna get insomia due to fear of waking up late man..So Serious here...

Well It was Great Stuff Guys.. Sheila, Jus and Lari. The stuff we did today...PERFECTO... Well very close too at least.. haha but it was good.. The Food is Wonderfulllllll...It's gonna rock. so it will.. i just know it will. So EXCITED LA!

Like Finally i got to play with the server soccer after like a lifetime since i played with them. Kinda missed them ya know.. like in a way. The fellowship... yeah.. will come more often Guys.. will try at least. yeah. =). haha. Yup...Wheeee!!!!

Laris. Sorry for leaving you once again today at the bus stop... My bad man. I'm so sorry... really didn't mean to do it.. i know that i've done it a couple of times and i don't wish to do it. Sorry Dude.. Shalom...Cheers man!

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What.. UP....

6:17 AM

so Stuffed..Just Ate 2 WHOLE kebab man..errrrrrrrrrrrrr. So packed..the WEEK is nearly done and SCH's gonna start.So FAST! Their sending us for Industrial Attachment..It's real Dumb la.Like can't they allocate us to a place near our home.They're damn dumb la. I'm in YISHUN and they send me to dover to work.Tiring can. They have such cruel souls.could have at least let us choose where to work right. If only we could.Sigh. it's a 5 1/2 day week man.not my poor saturday is also gone. It's a terrible lifestyle.What to do..... haha..

Well...The Rest of the week was fine though Real Slack. Kinda.. Like i've been Chilling so much man.. LARIS!!!!! When???? haha...You knoe what i'm talking abt.. Guess what There's AMPLIFY TML!! and I got no TRAINING! like Damn happy la..My first amp meeting after YISS can't wait to see everyone man.. So Laris this is the one in awhile chance i get to go..lol.. So cool eh.. Yay!

Yst went to Gerri's house...It's sooo nice k..Like so cool...I like. UNO rocks la...haha..Gerri.. we shall conquer one day ok?! haha... House team. haha. We'll overpower all. Joker.. Had Choki choki also.. Kevin's childhood memories came into play...haha RIGHT? lol.. it's like a classic thing la. passed on from generation to generation.. YOU SHOULD TRY MAN.. CHOKI CHOKI chocklate paste.. haha. so nice can.

what to do. i miss everyone. Sigh. We should have a HUGE chill out session man. Like with EVERYONE!!! haha. serious.. erm but idunno who the everyone is la.but you know.. like Everyone! haha. should go blading man. i wanna go BLADING! not alone though.like with others.. soon right SHEILA! haha soon.. Can't wait man.. Hurry k.. i got a new catch line man. like so cool k it's like M.I.C (mission in christ) haha. it's like my new motivational line. it really keeps me going. you know sometimes life throws at you different path of totally opposite directions. it's a shocking man. the worst thing is u wanna go both way but u dunno which way to go. it's just terrible man. It just throws you into this Dark room where u really really dunno where u are and jsut remain stuck. there are No Windows No Doors and u just keep standing there cause u just don't dare to take the step as you know it has the power to cause such a different in life. It's Scary man. haha. Guess it's just another phase in life... My M.I.C. just needa find it man. So lost now.. but it's quite amazing the path he's showing me Scary yet interesting u know..lol.. Well. What to do.

I'm so happy that i'm begining to see friendships deepen. for me at least. and i thank every one of u for being open. I love you all. And i really cherish these friendships. I hope We all Go Far Together. Cheers To All Friendship That All Will Flourish! YEAH! And too All those Busy PPL out there. Take care yea. Strive on and All the best..! Ciao! haha..

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Bordism

5:35 AM

Another Bored Day at home.. I really Beginning to hate hols man. They totally suck man. Like my Hols are way Apart from the rest of the other Schools Hols. So there's no one to slack with as everyones studying. Boring!

I wanna stay in Woodlands!!!!!!!!!!! haha..If only i could. It's a rocking place man. well not really rocking but you know. Like the Hometown feeling it gives. Well One Day i Shall One Day...YUP i will.

Indescribable...

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What To Do.....

9:59 AM

WOW...TOday Was Just slack man... Like Had Stones Meeting and all...HAHA...Guess what man...I WAS LOUD DURING IT..Like amazing k..The first meeting i went for i was sooo bLOODY QUIET LA...Like Serious k..Stupid me..JOKER..We..nooo..I chilled with SHEILA, SHABIN and JILL for lunch slackers....I got the LAST plate of Hokkien MEE la!! Feel Damn Hourned Ok..Like Really Ok..Serious!Serious!!!So Cool..

I PLayed soccer...Found Out i Can't Run For NUTS in The PITCH no more la...Slacked too MUCH...haha! LOSER MAN...

Yst....Had FLOORBALL MATCH..damn Shiok La i Finally Went for a MAtch...Like FiNALLY!!! After missing like erm...2 Matches i Finally Went La..Accomplishment man...We Won 8-4 la..So cool..PROUD OF ya GUYS MAN..We ROCK...Well Done to My Line as well...We maintained a clean Sheet Man..Rock ON!...haha

So Bored now though...That's y u see me writing this.. I hate Bordism... It Sucks Gets me Either Mad or Thinkning so Much..sigh.. Have u ever Been in This Dumb Situation where U know u should do smthin yet u wanna do it the Total Oppisite way?..It Sucks eh..Bloody Hell..Ergh..

Sigh..I MISS SJV!!! I MISS EVERYONE! Love YA ALL MAN! Catch up soon k...

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Nama :- Antaeus
Sekolah:- Whitley Sec, Ite Dover
Likes:Floorball,Amplify,Stones,St.Anthony Church, S A Y!,Rugby,The Outdoors Blading, Chilling, Bullshitting, Bassing and all my dear guits And with the love of Music i found life. Dislikes: I don't know. I hate Boredom though i'm 75 percent of the time bored to shit.Yup. oh and i hate ppl who act freaking pityful and like all u know shit ass people who are trying sooo soo hard to pull ya strings but are freaking pissing ya off? yeah THEM! those ones. haha